antha_edwards

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Today I weighed myself for the first time since November of the Year-that-must-not-be-named 🙃 and while I've been actively watching my intake I've not really thought much of it. Today I broke back into the 150s. Last year I was upto 185.

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Doing some mania house cleaning today. At least I'm productive! #bipolarclub

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"one chance, one opportunity"

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#MaskedDancer Hammerhead Shark is Eminem.

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#TheMaskedDancer I think its Kate Hudson as well.

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Its no secret I'm obsessed with The Sims 4. I'm doing the 100 baby challenge and am still on my 1st matriarch (YA) Just gave birth to baby #27. #TheSims4 @kelseydangerous @lilsimsie

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I had a rough day yesterday. Today I'm better.

I was born with bilateral congenital hip dysplasia. It never healed right.

My hip pain, on a scale of one to ten, is around fifteen today.

Pain definitely affects my mood.

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I had a good day today. Worked with my best friend, came home to my wonderful husband and got high. Now I'm playing #TheSims4 and watching #TheMaskedDancer

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#TheMaskedDancer Sloth is Will Ferrell.

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Ontario is under lockdown, but now we have a stay-at-home order. They had to rename and extend it for the idiots. #COVID19Ontario

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My PTSD is due to a terrible work experience with a narcissistic and abusive boss ... I can't afford talk therapy, which is what I need for it. I wish there was a way to make them pay for it. #ptsd #therapy #bipolar #anxiety

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I've had my puppy for a year now. I would not have survived 2020 without her. #ptsd #bipolar

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It is Sunday. I've survived another week. Today, so far, I feel good. #bipolar #ptsd

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Rapid cycling sucks.
It all sucks.
Why can't I just feel normal?
What the fuck is normal?
Why can't I feel peace.
Never any peace.
Mind is either racing, raging or shriveled into the fetal position crying.
It is exhausting.

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Today I napped. No guilt. #bipolar #sorrynotsorry #bipolarclub #mdd #depression #anxiety #MentalHealthMatters

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Today I am going to do my best to keep my negative thoughts to myself. I work with my BFF and she is a rock but I don't want to exhaust her support. #bipolar

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Be selfish about sleep. Great advise when one can actually achieve sleep. #anxiety #bipolarclub #bipolar #mdd

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Mental illness is not an excuse to be an asshole ... sometimes it happens and apologies are needed.

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I just deleted a long tweet because I can't remember if I already tweeted it. So you get this instead.

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Today is a day I woke to a chest full of anxiety. Someone find the key and lock it up. 🔐 #depression #anxiety